im beginning to feel.small.like everything seems to work against me.everytime i think i can do it,i screw up here and there.is it my over-confidence?i seriously have no idea can someone enlighten me?i never come up tops,now that im in e1.you have done your best but other people seem to be way past you.such a depressing thought.i wonder if people are really born intelligent,i mean out they come and POOF they know everything.yeah you would say "of course we work hard for it".i have to admit there are people born NATURALLY smart.like having a vast/photograpic memory.maybe it's inherited.yeah.god.why does it run in the genes?

to be very honest the choir doesn't sound good at all.at all!god where did all the disappointment go?

basket.!!!!!!!!!!!