in fact im in a pms-y mood today. sorry if i gave you the black face. its just that its frustrating(not funny) that things dont go the way you want them to. can tell already. next year's gold is BYEBYE. sad man. really sadddddddddddd-ed )": no sarcarsm there by the way. just accept things the way they are?! N-O! sighs i dont know if i should give up man.

GET YOUR HEAD IN THE GAME PEOPLE!

God. please show me the way. even if it's the hard way. all things are possible with You. I'll never forget that. when i fall down You pick me up. always.
AMEN.